451. Sense and self
Suppose you ask yourself who you are.There would seem
to be two ‘I’s, ‘I’ and
‘me’, subject and object, the one who asks the
question and the one it is about. How can that
be? The eye does not see itself.
You try to identify yourself by properties, aspects,
acts, ways you present yourself.
It reminds me of linguistics, the relation between
sense and reference, as proposed by Frege,
but with a twist. Reference is what an expression
refers to, sense is the way in which that is
done. ‘The way in which something is given, ‘die Art
des Gegebenseins’ according to Frege’s
German. I gave that the twist: the way in which
reference is conducted, by bundling together
what one sees. That
is how someone else identifies you. Like bundling sticks into a bridge.
You add motives, reasons for what you did, but you are
seldom truthful in this, and grope in
the dark. Choices are regularly made subconsciously,
without you being aware of the reason,
and you paint yourself pretty with rationalisations
afterwards. You need the impressions of
others to face the real reasons.
Thus, you need others to know yourself. That chimes
with the role, and the importance, of
resonance, discussed in the preceding item in this
blog. Talking helps, in forming thoughts
about yourself, but you need someone else to challenge
and try and correct that. That is the
role of a psychiatrist, or a friend or family.
There is no fixed or given self to know. Self is
being, becoming. ‘Knowing yourself’ is
Impossible. That would be like swimming without
moving. One does not have an identity, but
creates one, on the move, as work in progress. Not
only discovering but developing yourself.
The question thus is not ‘who am I’, but ‘how do I
become’, making choices and taking
responsibility for them. There are risks involved.
What is the sense of life? Its meaning? As proposed in
a previous item in this blog: Pleasure
and purpose. Purpose: contributing to something bigger
than yourself. Pleasure: utilizing and
developing one’s talents in the process. With an eye
to others, and being open to them, lest
you make a contribution that is not a contribution,
does not mean anything to anyone. That is
the role of ‘kairos’ in rhetoric, as described in a
previous item in this blog. But what, then, is
the role of personal conviction and perseverance in
it? That is still admirable, and missing the
target, getting no response and appreciation, is part
of the risk of authenticity. That is where
the importance lies of sense, in finding out your
potential and purpose in opposition and
criticism by others, ensuring kairos.
The good life is not a series of unconnected episodes
but a sequential, connected, coherent
whole, a development, like a building. Each moment has
the freedom of choice in the next
step in building oneself.
According to Kierkegaard life has three potential
stages or levels. First the aesthetic of
experience, consumption, diversion, with which one
crams limited life. this yields the
acceleration of life discussed before, in item 449 of
this blog, which produces boredom, as
Schopenhauer also claimed: one always wants more and
if ever one is satisfied, this produces
boredom, and alienation: an experience of letting oneself be dragged along in what one does not really want. This is a sign of crisis, which can lead on to what Kierkegaard calls the ethical, as giving purpose and direction to your individual life. This does not relinquish pleasure, but sets a context to it, in purpose. For Kierkegaard there is a third level, of religion, but I do not yet know what to do with that. For the moment I think we do not need it for the good life.
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